My Number One Wish

People have told me to move on, but I can't cuz he's the only one I've ever felt this way about. I'm going to go insane if I can't find a way to just let him know that I'm sorry and that I love him and I'd give ANYTHING just to have him with me. Is it too much to ask for: someone's love? Is it so exclusive? All I want is for him to love me as much as I love him. Only then will I be completely happy. It seems a little insane, but that's all I want.