Lost in Your Strangeness

Another thing I really like about Ben is that it never looks or seems like he says much. Occasionally, he'll bespoke something, but not often, at least when he's around the lesser peeps like me. His quiet dispostion is very mysterious and sexy in that creepy, silent way, and it draws-nay, taunts you in. It taunts and beckons and DARES you to come closer. It's like how once I heard that God whispers His commands so that you have to bring yourself closer to Him to hear: it's pretty much the same concept, only not as divine or necissary. He's easy to deny, but impossible to just ignore. people stare at him for one reason or another. He doesn't purposely draw attention to himself, but it keeps happening. I'm really not that crazy, I'm just curious, so it's easy for me to get lost in his little indiscretions and idiosyncracies. I'm kinda naieve in my own way, and I'm childish so I like to chase shadows like him. It makes me forget about my issues, because I lose my fragile self in something else. Maybe there's something wrong with me, I don't know. I guess I'll never understand why I feel like he's wearing me like a stain that's impossible to get rid of, no matter how hard you try. Not that he's tried, actually. Maybe he doesn't notice..? Maybe he doesn't care..? WHO KNOWS?! All we know is that for some reason, people are getting lost in his strangeness, but unlike them, I can't find my way out again.