Deep Stuff: Making Others Feel Good-Can't we all Love Each Other!?

I've decided to write puny for the remainder of my blogging experience because it saves space and precious time. It is 11:18 pm, which means it's actually pretty late for my brain to be functioning properly. So, in case you haven't noticed, alot of my posts have deep stuff in them. This blog is where I share all my thoughts that pertain to Ben that I feel like sharing with the general public. To put it quite frankly, there are things I'm probably never going to share with anyone, but that's okay, because everyone has secrets, right? Besides, if I feel like letting everyone in this much, I think I should get the reward of keeping some things private. I'm putting all this stuff out in the open because I need to get it out somewhere. I write it down, I draw it out, I cry it out (in fact, most of my feelings are soaking in my pillow as we speak) but it's never good enough. With all the hate and conflict and whatnot that goes on in the world, I just feel like someone needs to just say something nice and talk about something different, something pleasant, something that tugs on people's hearts and reminds them that they have them. It only takes one person: if i talk about loving Ben, then someone else will think it's okay to talk about they're love for so-and-so, and then more people will do it, and then we'll all feel soo much better. I just think that someone needs to talk about the positives more and try to make others feel good. I'd like to make others feel like there are nice people they can turn to, yeah, but I'd probably like it for Ben to see this. I mean, he might get creeped out, but I'm not obsessive. I think I'm expressing myself in a calm, intelectual, MATURE way. ^-^